Life never works out the way you hope…
So the first batch of furnature showed up today and I got the kitchen table and chairs setup and for the first time in nearly 2 years (1 year 355 days) I did two things that have never been done since the three of us moved in here.
1) I cooked dinner
2) We ate at a table
See, until now we didn’t have chairs for the kitchen table so we have always eaten whereever. Be that in front of our desks or on the couch or on the floor. Pretty much wherever. So tonight I put together the chairs, set the table with my new table cloth and place mats, even lit the oil lamp we have and made dinner.
Of course she didn’t join us for dinner. Now I know things have been uncomfortable for her and it’s not exactly easy for me either, but I’m still mad. I know we’re not dating anymore, but she’s supposed to still be at least my friend and roommate and I just hoped that since we started this journey together that we could finish it together.
I guess that is too much to ask.
I know I shouldn’t be mad and I really shouldn’t expect her to play along with my desire to have the last few days of our time together here be anything like normal, but that’s rational thought…. and I’m not really all that rational at the moment.
Anyway, I’m excited about the new stuff that came in and I’m off to put together my new coffee table.
Here’s a picture of the new kitchen table setup. Other pictures of the house are in the gallery.
Edit:
Coffee table is together and one of the end tables is together. Pictures being added to the gallery at a furious pace!!
Tags: love, lust, gluttony