Holidays
I usually enjoy the holiday season, but it marks the first Christmas in 3 years where I won’t be celebrating it with my now ex-girlfriend. It is so wierd to even type that much less say it. I am pretty depressed about it all and it is only getting worse as Christmas and New Years approach. It also hurts that she’ll be spending it with her new boy, perhaps that is what hurts most of all.
I pray for strength to steel myself against this trial while allowing my heart to remain soft,
for the wisdom and compassion to learn to forgive,
for the sight to see my path ahead of me,
and the will to stay true.
Tags: love, lust, gluttony